starts off nice then on and on about my car

I have to keep things in perspective.

First off, I'm eating this wonderful cantaloupe. Mmm.

Second, I'm still on the keeping-myself-broke-to-pay-off-my-car program, and it's working!

I think I have only 11 or 10 or maybe even 9 weeks left.

The first week of August will be the last week.

So that's...9 weeks! Yay! That means I've already done 6 weeks! I think. I think I started at 15 weeks. Yup, that's right. Sure did.

That's almost half! Practically half!

9 weeks. That's all of July. And the rest of this month. And that one little week in August. That's not much. It'll go by quickly. Even if it doesn't it'll still go by. So come August 5 I will either have my car paid off or I won't. But I will! Yay!

Boy. 9 weeks. Imagine if I wasn't doing this. Because that, you know, was the other option. Move out and pay so much a month back. Thank God I don't have interest anyway (as I'm a debtor to Mom & Dad), but I'd be paying off the car for years, years.

Once my car's paid off, it's all gravy. Everything I make is my own. I'll save up. I'll start looking for my own little pad. All my own. Yeeee!

See? I've already cheered myself up about the whole director fiasco. Well. It was a general email...didn't have to be meant for moi... Anyway, I'll just do my best and not worry.