i could really just

sleep all day.

it's beautiful out. we have tonight off. i need to get the pumps still. i haven't found the right shoes yet.

the secret window, by the way, was creepy. i didn't think the end was too inventive. that's why i'm so sleepy - stayed up after rehearsal watching it (& coughing.)

after i find shoes, i might skate tonight. i hope it stays warm and lovely. my belly is still sore from all the ab work i did last week. which just goes too show how out of shape i am. i want a good workout again.

other news:

poor grandma's probably going in the hospital again. sending her love..

thanks for updating, k.

the plays have been so consuming. i've enjoyed them but i want a break. i want to work with marcelle again. maybe when she's back from london, after i've had my break, i'll bug her and we can write something together and get a good director. or she can write it - she's an awesome writer. not a bad director, too. marcelle, do you read my blog? i wonder what her schedule will be like... we were always doing these past-midnight or god-early-hours shoots, but it was fun to be up and doing something creative at weird hours. i loved it. i like how film work is intense but quick. real & live. like play & pretend for adults.

i wish i could be at the beach lazing around right now.